Well today could not have gone any worse for me. This morning I woke up late, forgot to grab my coffee and forgot money for the toll booth. Just as I thought my life couldn’t possibly get any worse at that moment in time I walked in on my husband having phone sex with another man when I got home for work. When my husband noticed I was standing in the doorway he quickly shut off the phone like nothing had happened. I was so distraught that I just stared at him blankly for a moment than turned around and walked away. I still do not know how to process the fact that my husband was talking that way to another man. It hurt me deeply and I am just not sure how and when I can forgive him for this.
Decisions, decisions (Andrew posted on May 8th, 2012 )
I really can’t decide what to do this coming weekend. I’m never usually short of ideas but lately I’ve been getting fed up with going out every Friday and Saturday night, spending more money than I can really afford and then coming home on my own. It’s not that I don’t like socialising and making new friends but it all gets a bit boring after a while. Maybe I should do something completely different for a change. I could always watch one of the films I’ve got lying around that I’ve never watched or even get a couple of escorts in London round for a few hours. I had great fun the last time I did that and it actually cost me less than a night out on the town. I can’t remember which agency I used before but there is no shortage of numbers to ring.